It's a quarter
after 1 and yet I'm still up, I'm so busy google-ing Bon Jovi Cipriano and trying to
finish this blog. I've been crushing on him
since forever. I'm an outgoing person, whenever my friends have crushes and they want to know something about them, I'm
the one that they can rely on BUT when I'm
in front of my crush, I have this weird feeling
that I can't utter a single word, I stutter, my knees get weak and my body shivers.
The first time that I saw him, I got smitten by
him. The thing that really caught my
attention is the way he stares. His eyes are captivating, I got lost in the stars in his eyes and I'm
blinded by the light. The last thing I know
he knocks me off my feet. The last time
that I saw him was last June 6 at San Juan Arena, my heart skipped a beat and my skin was cold and clammy and I had
a mini heart attack. It's been awhile since
I've felt butterflies. Whenever I saw him,
I always caught myself singing this song. "Baby, I love you and never want to let you go, the more I think about, the
more I want to let you know that everything
you do is super duper cute and I can't stand
it." Here
I dreamt of him the day after I saw him at the
arena, after their game we waited for him
outside their dug out, and when we saw him, he was already walking towards the parking area in just a
jiffy, (Are you related to The
Flash?) we tried to chase him but we weren't able to catch him. I felt disheartened because I wasn't able to
strike a pose with him. After 15 minutes,
we saw him again, this time he is with his guy
friend. I don't have any idea where they headed to, so again we tried to follow their way but we didn't see them, I went
inside the arena to find him but he's
nowhere to be found, my sister waited outside
hoping that she could find him there, then she saw him carrying a box of chao fan, chicharap and his drinks and
he directly went outside. *sigh* I guess
this is all his fault haha if only he didn't
walk that fast and if I was able to approach him at that time, maybe my subconscious mind is not buffering right now.
BJ and I were classmates this sem, and in our
Philo class we were seatmates. He is the
star player of the Blue and White squad, he snagged the top spot in UAAP as the good looking baller.
He is a complete package; every girl in our
school wants to be with him. Since he's my
seatmate he always teases me and he never fails to annoy me. I hate him because when we were in first year, there's an
incident that I'll never forget!
*FLASHBACK*
He's walking in our hallway, my friends
dare me to hug him, so I back hugged him for 5 minutes then I said sorry to him then I ran. After that he went to our
room asked my name, and then the prefect of discipline went to
our room because a student complained to
them that he was being harassed by me. The Prefect
of Discipline asked me if I'm Ms. Farrah Nanteza, then I answered him, yes. The moment that he confirmed that I
am Ms. Nanteza, he immediately asks me to
go to his office, 'cause I am the girl that BJ was complaining about. Then I started to be
hysterical. “WHAT???!!! ME?! HARASSING BJ?! I didn't harass him, it just so
happen that we have a dare, and they dared me to
hug him. That's all. How dare you Mr.
Cipriano! In our Philo class he made a scene, he confessed his love for me, (may paluhod luhod effect pa,
kinilig naman ako nun) because of that I
gained a lot of haters! The thought of me and
BJ being together is so surreal!
One day, BJ
went to our house and gave me a ticket to his game. While waiting for a cab outside our
village, a black van stopped in front of me,
and then a group of guys kidnapped me, and tied me to a big oak tree with tons of bee hives. They grabbed a bee hive and
smashed it in front of me and the bees
attacked me abruptly. BJ got mad at me, because
I didn’t watch his game. He concluded that I'm flirting with other guy, because he received a text from a cheerleader
of our school, that she saw me with other
guy at Gateway. After 15 minutes, he received
again a strange text from a different number saying that "BJ, if you want to see you girlfriend alive, you better
hurry up and go to this place blah! Blah!
Blah!" BJ called our house because he can't contact me; my mom said that I went to Araneta to
support him. He directly drove to the
address given to him, then he saw me being attacked
by bees, he grabbed another bee hive and threw it away from us, the bees flew to that side. He untied me and rushed
me to the nearest hospital. The doctor said
that if BJ wasn't able to sent me here just
in time then I might die because of Anaphylactic shock. buti na lang di ako namatay! I was unconscious for a
day, when I regained my consciousness, the
first person that I saw was him, holding my
hands and crying. He asked for my forgiveness because he didn't trust me and he's blaming his self for that
incident. I wiped his tears and assured him
that this is not his fault. And he promised to himself that he will protect me no matter what, and
then we kissed. ayayayay! Kinikilig ako,
mukha na akong tanga, nag iimagine kasi ako bago matulog, yan tuloy napanaginipan kita hahaha
BJ aren't you tired? Because even in my sleep you
keep on running and running through my
mind. Whenever I close my eyes I can't stop thinking about you. Hopefully next time, try to walk a
little slower so I can approach you para naman di na ako
magkaroon ng jetlag sayo haha :) So there.
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